Never would I ever thought a single person could shred my heart into a gazillion pieces, pieces that could never be put back together fully!
To this very day, 5 years ago that’s exactly what happened....Jonah, you tore my world apart with your departure to the point I struggled to breathe 💔 ....I know you’d give anything to be here with your boys and I right now, as I would too...just one last anything 😢, everything you ever wanted for us and more, all that we were working for together!
😢.....there’s not a moment that I don’t wish you were still here. I feel sick, I’d rather sleep the entire day away and wake up the next morning just to get through but I can’t, I can’t because your boys need me to be their pillar of strength, they need me to smile even though my insides are hurting and crushed beyond repair. 💔🖤💔
In my moments of weakness you are my strength, I hear you, I feel you and I know you are watching over us and you still walk by my side!
I will always stand to be your voice for what you wanted and believed in but most of all, I stand with your strength to be the best I can be for your boys like you asked me too, no matter what, no matter who thinks they know better....
I will always love you Jonah, my heart will always be yours and our boys will always be my everything in this life and the next, till FOREVER.
Yours truly. 🥀 - Nadene Lomu
